Jason is triggered

Jason wants to kick someone's ass. There are three people who live here that really do deserve an ass kicking. He wants to protect us. Thank you, Jason, I do appreciate it. I haven't felt triggered like this in a long time. Fear triggers anger. But, fear of what? I'm not a little girl, anymore. But, you know, in this specific situation, I feel like I am. I think people using size as intimidation is what it is. Hmmmmmm. I say this really not meaning to be demeaning... By size I mean fat.
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I'm feeling better. Jason is not as upset. He has protected us in the past. We're grateful he's still here. Thanks, man.
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Fuck man. I am so pissed off. Well not so much at the moment. (pills) I hate the situation we're in. All these fucking people. Unsafe people. How am I supposed to protect if I can't kick ass? Well I kick ass by being scary. Still I can't do my job. I don't know how to tell who's okay, so I tell them to stay away from everyone. Fuck!