Can't sleep

I just broke up with my boyfriend.  He had a problem with me setting boundaries and saying no. So, I don't feel bad about it. I know I did the right thing for me. But, I can't sleep. I wish anxiety wasn't an issue for me. I wish my sleeping pill was stronger than the anxiety. 

I have bank accounts open now that I don't know what to do with. The money was supposed to be used for moving out with him. I'm glad this happened, and I didn't move in with him. 

Can't make changes to the look of this blog

I've had this blog for a hella long time. It seems I can't make changes to the look of it to reflect my changes in mood and attitude. I can change the username, but that seems like an invalidation of who I used to be. My inner self used to be crushingly depressing. Now, I'm just partially depressed. I would like to make it brighter, though, to reflect of my more positive mood.