Welcome to Our Chaotic Darkness!!

I am autistic. I previously thought I had DID.

Collage - May 2010

Collage - May 2010

Wednesday, September 12, 2018

bleh

I am having a crappy week, and it's only Tuesday (night). At least, when I wake up, the week will be half over.

It's not me that's upset. I think. On Monday, our feelings were hurt, we missed therapy, we weren't able to go to the store, and we felt nobody cared. Somebody got sulky and resentful. I guess a teen reaction.

We appreciate that you're here. Welcome. 😎  [was meant for a new part, but I think it's an old part]

Yeah, my........i lost it.
My pills are kiiiiiickiiiiilngINNNNN
Let's talk again soon.

Insomniac part

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We are flummoxed. After some inner work, our fronter from 8 years ago has surfaced. We've always wondered what happened to our main fronter when a new one is created. We didn't know if they remained an individual, or like clumped into a ball with the ones before. We're not sure at all what to do. There is a reason for it, I wish I knew what it was. Compared to the last several years, our head is quiet. But, I can feel stuff going on behind walls. There's still something there. I just hope they give me a little rest. I have taken my pills, and I cannot wait to sleeeep!