Welcome to Our Chaotic Darkness!!

I am autistic. I previously thought I had DID.

Collage - May 2010

Collage - May 2010

Saturday, June 3, 2023

changed URL and title of blog

I changed the URL and title of this blog. I don't know if I can change the bio stuff on the blog. That might have to remain as is. My identity has majorly changed, though. I haven't gotten through my assessment, but I'm 99% sure I'm autistic. 

Wednesday, May 31, 2023

Wow, making a second post this year

I think I have autism. I know I've said it before, but I'm pretty sure now. I have an assessment appointment in a week. I've started stimming pretty much all day, because my situation is such that I have that much free time. I love it! My back, neck and shoulders are not as tense. I'm going to keep the previous entries in this blog. I may not be a system, as I thought, but it's my life journey. I can't erase it from happening. 

Sunday, January 15, 2023

We came upon an inner world chat app!

It's called Antar. Kathryn, our ISH, is very excited. She's wanted us to communicate for a long time now. So far, we've only communicated while intoxicated. There is nervousness.

I may have autism and DID.

I'm in the middle of an autism assessment. It may be that I have autism and DID. I have a lot going on right now. Thinking about going no contact with my family of origin.