Thursday, October 11, 2018

Starting on programming. I think.

It's strange to us that it would seem so mundane. What's come up first are things like self-sabotaging. I supose it makes sense. If it was way creepier, we would just shut it down.

We had a recent sleep study, and that was very specific and creepy. The wires on our face and over our ears felt like straps, and it was so horrible. We didn't know what, where, or when. We would have preferred that, actually. Having just a body memory with no other information to go with it was so bad. We had a night terror that night. So, trying to be a grownup, and forcing myself to endure it didn't do any good. Well, I feel I did it for nothing because I didn't get anything helpful from going through it.

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